Im back
Well I'm back. I disappeared off this site for a while but I'm back again to give it another try.
So i'm 29 almost 30 now. I have been terribly sick since 2012 when I was last on here. I suffered severally with Endometriosis and Ovarian and Tubal Cyst. I have had 4 major abdominal surgeries to try to correct it. But gave up and finally had a Radical Hysterectomy in June 2014. Ovaries and all. Thankful I did too cause I had already started developing polyps too.
Hmm what else...
The job at the bank turned out to be yet another hell hole to work in. Typical. Just my luck. But I did make the job last for 2 years. But omg what a hell hole. Seriously will I ever get a job that doesn't have the worst management EVER!!
Oh and we moved to North Dakota in Sept 2014. Talk about a change of scenery. Yes we moved up here for Oilfield work.
Things have been looking up for me until BAM. F###ing depression and panic attacks come and knock me back down on my ass again. I know alot of it has to do with me being 29 and going through surgical menopause. But good grief and I ever going to not have a major relapse. Im getting to the point that I am scared to be alone again sometimes and I don't want to go to work our outside from the fear and anxiety. Then at night the self loathing and anxiety attacks are the worst. <sigh> :'( Guess Im just doom to always be sad.
So i'm 29 almost 30 now. I have been terribly sick since 2012 when I was last on here. I suffered severally with Endometriosis and Ovarian and Tubal Cyst. I have had 4 major abdominal surgeries to try to correct it. But gave up and finally had a Radical Hysterectomy in June 2014. Ovaries and all. Thankful I did too cause I had already started developing polyps too.
Hmm what else...
The job at the bank turned out to be yet another hell hole to work in. Typical. Just my luck. But I did make the job last for 2 years. But omg what a hell hole. Seriously will I ever get a job that doesn't have the worst management EVER!!
Oh and we moved to North Dakota in Sept 2014. Talk about a change of scenery. Yes we moved up here for Oilfield work.
Things have been looking up for me until BAM. F###ing depression and panic attacks come and knock me back down on my ass again. I know alot of it has to do with me being 29 and going through surgical menopause. But good grief and I ever going to not have a major relapse. Im getting to the point that I am scared to be alone again sometimes and I don't want to go to work our outside from the fear and anxiety. Then at night the self loathing and anxiety attacks are the worst. <sigh> :'( Guess Im just doom to always be sad.
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