I really dont know what to think right now. Just got off the phone with my mom. Not sure what happened but she said that "shit hit the fan" finally around there between my middle brother and my 16yr old baby brother and my dad. Well they either got kicked out or they left not sure cause my mom said she couldn't talk about it cause dad was home, and she cant talk to me about stuff when he is around.
OMG when will it ever end!!! That man has created and ruined 5 peoples lives!! now my baby brother is caught up in it too!!! HE wonders why nobody wants to come around him or speak to him. I hate him!!! I hate him so much!! First he ruined my life, I have major depression, panic attacks, anxiety and ptsd from the abuse he put us through. I got out when I was 18. My brothers have all turned to drugs to cope with the pain.
I just want to scream at the top of my lungs..."WHY?!?!" why did you have to be like this. was it worth it to you you old ass hole to loose everybody and everything that you may have cared about cause no nobody cares about you. I hope that one day all the pain and missory that you put me and my familythough will come back to you.
I dont know.... I guess I'm just venting.