UPdate

OK! So it has been forever since I last updated and well all in good time my friends... the time is now! I have been on and off lately but things are looking up. I have been working a lot and keeping myself busy. I LOVE not being on meds and I LOVE not seeing a therapist. Half the time when I was going it made me feel like I had to say something in order to make it count and well, I didn't and I am okay with that. My partner and I are still going strong. He is seeing the doctor about testosterone in November and I am looking forward to that. I am beginning to see myself in love with the person I am with not for their gender but for who they are. I cannot classify myself as a Lesbian anymore, nor do I classify myself as Bisexual.. I am just ME. I love women profoundly and I think men are beautiful (that's right, I said it Marsbar!) and all in all I am just looking for someone that I love and loves me back. In the last year I have met and spoken with many transmen and transwomen and I have come to learn that THEY are the most wonderful people you could ever meet. I am attracted to who they are because of their strength and determination to be who they are in their minds and not conform to what others think they should be. It takes a lot of guts to come out as gay (or any of those terms) but takes even more guts to come out as trans. It's not an easy road and I know that Jessye and I might have a lot of hurdles stacked against us but at the end of the day, I know who I am and he knows who he is and together there isn't a damn thing that we can't handle. Alone or together as a team. We are partners in crime and most of all, in life. *raise the flag*

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congrats on your progress hun.
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Awe. Now that is an amazing journal entry. Life is just too good sometimes and I can see that for you, life is getting back on track. I am happy for you sweetie. Keep up the good work Rissy Roo and soon there\'s gonna be a letter in the mail :)