Day 2

Day 2 with no BF.  I feel so much better for some reason about doing it this time.  Not sure why but something feels different.  Yes he is on my mind but thats ok....it's not driving me to the feelings of anxiousness or craziness this time, not yet anyways.  I know I deserve better.  I can get through this.  I am not going to go back for the 13 time!  I have tons of support and I must work on myself.  I am worth it! 
Happy Monday and I will take it one day at a time....maybe even 1hr at at time!  Feeling not too bad today.