I miss him.

Today is day 6 of him not using.  The longest he's gone since he started using.  I talked to him everyday.  Mostly yelling.  I haven't seen him.  I know he's very sick right now.  He's started to apologize to me.  For everything.  I'm not putting much merit to it.  I am so angry with him right now.  Still so hurt by his actions.  But I still miss him.  I still love him.  I hope he finds some peace in his life.