Found out my Mack is still alive. I guess that's a good thing. I'm getting tired of his bullshit. I really am. I love Mack. I don't love Mack on heroin. They are totally different people. I'm just tired and worn down.
This drug is very very hard to understand. My husband started with opiates them advanced to heroin as well. He has been clean for 15 months now. It is possible, but sounds like it has totally taken over his and your life. I can say I know your pain, but every body experiences a loved one with an addiction differently. I think you just cant handle him in and out all the time. That is very normal. I get that as well. I have learned to just focus on myself and boys. Please feel free to vent anytime to me. You need that. Hang in there
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This drug is very very hard to understand. My husband started with opiates them advanced to heroin as well. He has been clean for 15 months now. It is possible, but sounds like it has totally taken over his and your life. I can say I know your pain, but every body experiences a loved one with an addiction differently. I think you just cant handle him in and out all the time. That is very normal. I get that as well. I have learned to just focus on myself and boys. Please feel free to vent anytime to me. You need that. Hang in there