Today..
Today, not so good of a day. In a lot of pain. Did too much yesterday I guess. I found out around noon that my cousin, who I was extremely close to when I was growing up, passed away this morning. She was only 49 yrs old. Her liver failed due to drinking all the time. It is very sad for someone that young to be gone.
My sister and I have to go back for the funeral. It is in Pittsburgh. At least we got to say good bye a few months ago when we went back to see her when she was in the hospital. Her son is in the marines and has to be brought here off the ship. The services will probably that the service will be on Saturday.
I want to go back to Pittsburgh and she the rest of my cousins but they have been "unavailable" to help their own sister. I am afraid that I will open my mouth and sat something that I should'nt.
Then I have one cousin who is about 5 years older...I last saw him about the year 2000 when my father died. I was a lot thinner then. He hates fat people. So I am scared to run in to him.
It's just been a tough day. Please pray for my situation and my loss. Thank you.
Also pray for me about my weight and seeing my cousins again.
Thank you, love you all.
debby
My sister and I have to go back for the funeral. It is in Pittsburgh. At least we got to say good bye a few months ago when we went back to see her when she was in the hospital. Her son is in the marines and has to be brought here off the ship. The services will probably that the service will be on Saturday.
I want to go back to Pittsburgh and she the rest of my cousins but they have been "unavailable" to help their own sister. I am afraid that I will open my mouth and sat something that I should'nt.
Then I have one cousin who is about 5 years older...I last saw him about the year 2000 when my father died. I was a lot thinner then. He hates fat people. So I am scared to run in to him.
It's just been a tough day. Please pray for my situation and my loss. Thank you.
Also pray for me about my weight and seeing my cousins again.
Thank you, love you all.
debby
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My prayers are with you and your loved ones . Stay strong and here for if you need to talk
Just read this but wanted to tell you how sorry I am for your loss :( and ya know what Deb...about your cousin who is 5 years older his dislike for fat people is his issue not yours, be the wonderful caring person you are. If he isn\'t able to see your beauty he is not worth your worry! have a great day.
Just read this but wanted to tell you how sorry I am for your loss :( and ya know what Deb...about your cousin who is 5 years older his dislike for fat people is his issue not yours, be the wonderful caring person you are. If he isn\'t able to see your beauty he is not worth your worry! have a great day.