Yesterday...
I went to the doctor yesterday...I have to have a sleep study done for gastric bypass to be done. I had a good visit but when I got done I was so stressed out. I was really upset. I called my sister and when I needed to talk to her at that moment she didn't have time to talk to me and hung up. Then I got even more upset. When I got home and I came in because I was stressed my sister got mad at me and went to her room and left me alone.
I sat there and cried and took 10mg of valium. I usually take 5mg but I was in knots. My girlfriend happed to call me then and after talking to her about her gastric bypass and what I am doing it to...I felt better and calmer. I just need someone to talk to..I didn't even talk about being upset.
I figured out i was upset from the day before due to receiving paperwork that makes me re-apply for disability suppliments. They do this every year but I've just been on it for one year and I didn't know that I would have to appy all over again.
I'm upset because I can't work, could barely walk or sit in a chair and can't live without the money coming in to pay for my health insurance and my car payment and other bills.
My sister help me out all the time but I don't want to have to have her pay for my bills too...it is too hard.
I need prayer that I will continue to get my checks.
But aside from that my weight was 378.2 at the doctors...yeah! It was almost the same as mine. I'm happy with that and stressed over the other thing.
My sister and I made up.
I sat there and cried and took 10mg of valium. I usually take 5mg but I was in knots. My girlfriend happed to call me then and after talking to her about her gastric bypass and what I am doing it to...I felt better and calmer. I just need someone to talk to..I didn't even talk about being upset.
I figured out i was upset from the day before due to receiving paperwork that makes me re-apply for disability suppliments. They do this every year but I've just been on it for one year and I didn't know that I would have to appy all over again.
I'm upset because I can't work, could barely walk or sit in a chair and can't live without the money coming in to pay for my health insurance and my car payment and other bills.
My sister help me out all the time but I don't want to have to have her pay for my bills too...it is too hard.
I need prayer that I will continue to get my checks.
But aside from that my weight was 378.2 at the doctors...yeah! It was almost the same as mine. I'm happy with that and stressed over the other thing.
My sister and I made up.
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