WHY?
I feel good today...it is 4:30 am and I haven't been to bed yet. I just finished writing a super long email to my friends to ask for prayer with the Gastric Bypass steps and also pray for the insurance approval a head of time. At bible study tonight my friend started again about "I don't understand why you can't just go to weight watchers to lose weight".It drives me crazy that she can never think that something I do is right. She always judges me. I'm closer to her husband (who is like a brother to me) than I am to her. Always have been. She has always been that way when it comes to me. It feel like she is telling me I'm stupid. That's how she treats me. I told my other 2 friends (husband and wife) about the WLS so they would pray for me.
My mood is asertive today! I feel strong and determined. I hope that mood stays that way all day and doesn't wither and die.LOL I hope my diet survives another day. I have about 3 weeks to lose more weight. I am only down by 4 now since I gained that 7 back. It makes me mad. But today's another day. So wish me luck.....
My mood is asertive today! I feel strong and determined. I hope that mood stays that way all day and doesn't wither and die.LOL I hope my diet survives another day. I have about 3 weeks to lose more weight. I am only down by 4 now since I gained that 7 back. It makes me mad. But today's another day. So wish me luck.....
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I wish you luck and I think you\'ll find the determination. Even though you\'re faltering... I\'ve been struggling and going to keep struggling so I know very well how hard it is... but I keep starting over... and I\'m keeping my sugars down and my food intake down about 80 % of the time... I\'m sure it will continue to be a struggle. I really think the food journal is a good idea... I am working of forcing myself to do it... Honestly... I don\'t want to face when I fudge... but I need to... I quit smoking a few years back 2008... I argued with myself about needing to quit... wanting to quit... and finally got to the I\'m quitting moment... I do find that even when it seems like we\'re failing... we\'re actually working on our goals and how we can do it in our mind... so I\'m not discouraged... I\'m finding the group helpful and I truly am glad to meet you. We\'re close in age... and weight and I just feel so glad to have met you. Hugs Elissa