i have never had so much fun moving in my entire life...and i've moved a lot. one of my good friends here moved into her new apartment today and there were about 7 or 8 of us helping her. it was a chill day and we smoked a bunch of weed and everyone had a great time. i love my friends. i am so lucky to have found them as the group was forming and therefore am an original member, lol.  i was proud of myself for even going cuz i didnt get as much sleep as i would have liked and i had trouble getting out of bed but i knew it would be fun so i got my ass there. i was a little concerned about eating, as i knew she was going to buy us all food as a thank you for helping her. for lunch we had "jack in the box" and instead of getting a burger or chicken fingers, i got a chicken fajita pita and it was delicious...some of my friends even commented on how good it was...and it was. and i didnt even eat any of the fries they got. i did snack on some later though, but that was only cuz it was between meals and it was the only thing that wasnt in chip or sugar form that was easy. for dinner we had pizza and garlic bread knots. i had two slices and a knot...and i didnt even have one beer! that's one of the good things about smoking weed; you dont feel the need to drink to losen up. i had diet coke instead and it was cool.  i did some more bonding as well. i never try to force a friendship on anyone and i dont try to have one on one time with people...i just let them happen when they happen. so today, one of my friends in our group and i were riding together in the moving process and we got to have some nice 1 on 1 conversation, which was very nice. here's to bonding! and i made friends with another guy my friends hang out with but i only met once...but now we're actually friends.  i was thinking about this journal on my way home tonight asking myself "why do i write about my new social life in my DS journal?" and i actually came up with an answer. binge eating put me in such a bad state as far as my socializing goes. we all know how isolated we get so i'm just so proud of myself for breaking out of it. i know you all understand how hard this can be and that's why i want to share with you. i havent been like this in a long time and i dont think i could enjoy myself anymore. things are looking real good right now.