i think i have developed diabetes. i dont have medical insurance or the money to go see a doctor but my symptoms match so well that i have diagnosed myself. i pee all the time (i used to think i had an overactive bladder), i'm constantly hungry (even like an hour after a meal), i get thirsty often, i get hot after eating white and sugar carbs, and i'm tired a lot. from doing research on the internet, these are things that are directly related to it. i found a free clinic that is nearby but i cant call until monday. i dont even know if they do testing but i guess i'll find out soon. this sucks. i know i totally brought this upon myself from my years of eating shit, and too much of it. if only i chose to binge on proteins instead or sugar and carbs. like i said before, i dont know if i have it for sure but i'm going to do my best to live from now on like i do just in case...until i find out for sure. it sucks that i cant really eat so much bread, potatoes, candy, and all the things i really enjoy but seriously, i shouldnt be eating as much of those things as i do anyway. besides, i think i have already eaten enough for a lifetime, which is why i'm feeling this way in the first place.