Day 62not a very exciting day today. i went to the gym in the morning and then worked this afternoon. the job was soooo boring i wanted to shoot myself in the head. i sat there with no one i really wanted to talk to around and it was cold and i seriously "worked" for 3 minutes. it was such a waste of time for me but atleast i'm getting $60 for it. of all the extra work i've done this was probably the worst. what was funny to me was that my horoscope for today said i "might not have much fun today". it couldnt have been any more true. afterwards i was so burnt out from the boredom that i didnt have the energy to do anything else.a quick update on yesterday's audition. it was for a commercial about cosmetics. it was so easy. i just had to answer questions about my skin, the make-up i use, etc in front of a camera. i think i did really well but i'll find out next week if i get a phone call.im excited about tomorrow for two reasons. the first is that i won two tickets to go see cirque de soleil!! i've never been able to see a show cuz its so darn expensive (like $100 per ticket) so thank god for contests. i entered on a local free newspaper website. so then i had to decide who to take. i've only made a few friends since i've been here but i'm not very close to any of them and didnt really want to take them so i thought of a friend of mine who also lives in LA that i havent seen in years. we danced together in college and i knew she'd love to go...and i was right! so the second thing im excited about is seeing her. i havent attempted to see her since i've been here cuz i was trying to make friends on my own instead of relying on the ones i already have spread out through the area. well, the time has come for me to make contact and i'm sure the other ones are not too far behind. the one i'm seeing tomorrow couldnt believe id been here for 2 months and hadnt called her yet but hey, that's just how i decided to do things.tomorrow is a weigh in. normally on thurday nights i get anxious for the next morning so i can see the number go down but not so much tonight. the friday before i get my period doesnt usually result in much loss because of bloating and what not. so i'm not expecting much but i still have been trying hard. i've gone to the gym and swam or eillipticaled for the last 5 days and have averaged betwen 1600-1700 cals in the past week. i think that's pretty damn good! so we'll see what happens but like i said, i'm not expecting much. yay for weigh-ins....not!!!one last thing, i deleted a friend off my friend list by accident so whoever it is it wasnt on purpose! sorry!
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Amazing how a boring day can suck the energy right out, isn\'t it? I hope that your next job is more interesting! Don\'t worry too much about the weigh in, I really think that you are due a big drop in weight soon even if it\'s not today. That idea that wieght comes off evenly is such a myth! Nothing happens for weeks and then woosh! Have a great weekend!
Hope you have a fantastic evening with your friend, it so good to catch up with old friends I know what you mean about periods I always feel much heavier around that time!! Have agreat weekend.