Day 50 - part twoi know i just wrote but i need to make a quick confession. i love how i can use the journal as a confessional about food-oops like catholics do at church with their sins. when i wrote last i was at about 1800 cals, a nice number for the day. but stupid me, i felt a little hungry a few moments ago and went to the bag of "tortilla chips with an identity crisis" (i swear to god that's the name of them...each chip is a mix of corn, potato, and brown rice....so good!) that i bought tonight for the first time while grocery shopping. instead of portioning them out on a plate like i did earlier tonight, i just went right out of the bag. i definitely went over 2000 cals tonight. darn. time to restart my goal. i will not eat over 2000 cals for the next week. it has been 4 days since my last overage so atleast i went half a week this time! but like i said before, if i'm gonna lose weight i gotta buckle down and do this.i cant wait until i've lost the weight and its time to maintain....i'm really good at maintaining!i have another idea i'm going to start incorporating into my life. "the kitchen is closed at 9pm". seriously, there is no need for me to eat after that time since i usually go to bed between 10 and 11. eating is for energy and i dont need energy to go to sleep. this should also help me to stay in my calorie goal. i feel better now that i've confessed....ahhhhh.....