I am so blessed here with my son! He takes care of all the responsibilities, while I do the house keeping. No more battling with daily struggles for me! I thank God for blessing me so abundantly!
My son's step-niece, who also share the apartment with us, is a lovely young lady. Her mom passed away 2 years ago, and now the 2 of us have formed a beautiful bond. This is really special! Yes, my life is good now. But I still wake up every morning with a heavy heart, and I still cry inside, where people cannot see. Life still has very little meaning to me. Or maybe I just gave up on life the day my sweet Colleen passed.
Maybe it is better to sit quietly and appreciate life around me, rather than being an active part of life. I've had my share! Now I can just be me. And I thank God for my 2 children and their step siblings who still love me.
My son's step-niece, who also share the apartment with us, is a lovely young lady. Her mom passed away 2 years ago, and now the 2 of us have formed a beautiful bond. This is really special! Yes, my life is good now. But I still wake up every morning with a heavy heart, and I still cry inside, where people cannot see. Life still has very little meaning to me. Or maybe I just gave up on life the day my sweet Colleen passed.
Maybe it is better to sit quietly and appreciate life around me, rather than being an active part of life. I've had my share! Now I can just be me. And I thank God for my 2 children and their step siblings who still love me.
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Hugs to you my dear friend. I am glad to hear things are better. xoxo
Tight hugs my beautiful friend~~
Love to Colleen!
It is wonderful you have a son and his step niece that cares for you so deeply giving you a chance to recover from your loss. I\'m sure you\'ll always have a heavy heart in the loss of Colleen, but at the same time, you do need to move on with your life with activity. Do enjoy each and every day of your life now.
Lots of hugs, Dan
nice to hear things are going ok.... love ya!