i'm sitting here really doing nothing. i found all the bills my husband has been hiding. i could believe my eyes a ton of them. up to our necks in doo-doo. the worst part is i'm the one who is responsible for it. when i'm manic i but stuff or i go into a rage where it's llike don't touch, don't talk to me, in fact don't even look at me. i don't know waht to do. this is really ruining my mood. hhas this happen to others. when i say this is my fault, he pauses alittle then says no it's not. his little pause tells me the truth of how he reLLY feels.