Today was my first day home alone and although it started well it didn't end like I hoped it would. Around 4pm the sun was beginning to set and it looked beautiful. I thought to myself the only thing that would make this day more beautiful is being able to hold my angel again. I miss him soo :( I miss everything about him from his cute toes to his soft curly hair. I'll never get to see or hold him again like I did when he was born. I just broke down and cried. I started to think how long it will be till I see him again and that made me cry even more :( I miss and love my angel soo much!