So I told myself i Wouldnt come back unless I really needed to but I have jsut had this feeling in me, where I know I'm going to relapse, and I have on all aspects. I was doing so freaking well. I mean I'm not going to beaat myself up over it, but i guess i need this community right now to feel less alone, just knowing there are people here that are going through the same stuff I am. I guess I've really been hurting emotionally and tryign to get away from my past, but for some reaon it always creeps up on me. Out of nowhere it;s like BAM... I get these horrible feelings about not wanting to be here. I started this new medication which has helped like a ton... when i take it right. I'm wondering if thats what's screwing me up so bad. ANywhoo. I'm back on here for a while. needing to vent and get like a shit ton of advice right now.
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I know exactly how you feel I get that same feeling all the time, everything will be going so well, then bam something pops up out of nowhere, and it\'s like I am right back where I do not want to be, Just know that the feelings that you are experiencing are very normal, and you are not guilty of anything except being human, our emotions are more hard to bear, especially because of our depression and history of hurting ourselves, we are more vulnerable of falling prey to our own emotions. You are not alone remember that always, especially when you are feeling down.