exhausted

Just exhausted, I feel so beat up and in limbo, days away from sept 12 divorce hearing and I am getting uneasy. I have never been to court this many times. Nights are my worst,I try to stay up so I am drained and tired so I just fall asleep. I feel like crap today. I talked to the advisor on Monday and feel a little better, she definately see my stbx 's mental illness. I think she is getting it. I am just so beat and still highly emotional, hell I could watch a tv comercial of 2 people kissing and I am in tears. Feeling lost, beat up, and distroyed.