Broken?

Broken soulBroken heartWhat keeps me togetherWhile Im so torn apartWhat keeps me whole With  this hole in my heartThis hole in my soulThat leaves me so emptyBroken and and dead Thunder crashingInside of my headThis is not dementia I am not loved I am unworthy My song goes unsungIf I could end itAll of this painI would gladly  One bulletOne brainWhy cant I be happyWhy cant I be lovedWhat is so wrong with meWhat have I done?I am flower who just gets no sunI hope I will break through  From my dark placeBut I must remember Its not a raceJust breath in deeplyAnd take my timeOne day I will findWhat was meant to be mineWhere I belongI will hear the songI will win...And deep down insideIve known all along.