WTF

Wake up from what should have been my final sleepStill feel high, Feel quite weak, not a lot makes much senseAll  I know is now I must try again, Gather up my many pillsFeel so warm but get such chills voices in my head chant "KILL KILL KILL" The music clears my mind, and I know that I must die.I no longer even cry, Just gather up the drugs I hope will take my lifeMaybe this time Ill get it right , One long dark last painful nightAlone as always on my bed, soon I will lay down my headLet the high take me away hopefully for good todayPlease just let me fade away, This I hope , I beg, I pray!!PLEASE JUST STOP THE PAINLET ME FEEL HAPPY AGAIN I CAN NO LONGER FIGHT FOR MY LIFELAY ME TO REST TONIGHTPLEASE LET ME FUCKING DIE  LET THIS BE MY FINAL GOODBYE