The end

I Dont write much anymoreFor that you need feelingsI have no more.I feel like Im long since deadDemons and angels fight in my headDemons are winningFading to black Happiness not coming backI have fought for many yearsIt never gets better this I fearPeople tell me to stay strongIf I was stronger Id be goneIts the weakness that keeps me aliveNot even strong enough to dieStrong enough to just get highProlong the inevitable day Ill dieLiving barely wasting timeSomeone as forgettable as I Gets just what it is he deservesA one way ticket off this world I cant get by one more dayI cant keep on swallowing pain So instead Ill swallow pills With them all this pain Ill killGoodbye lovers Goodbye friendsMaybe we will meet againMaybe we will again be happyFor now I hope you will be rememberI am happy, and we are always togetherI Will be inside your heartNothing can keep us apart. Live the life I should have livedLove yourself and love your kidsLove your family and friends cause when your gone that is the end.