I Give Up.
That's correct,I give up.I've waited 6 weeks now 2 get some emergency $ from some1,any1,but the 2 government agencies I thought would most certainly NOT turn me down did,flat,like it's a normal everyday occurence 4 them 2 tell a newly disabled person,just keep sponging off of the people you are now,what does it matter 2 them,they are comfortable.It doesn't matter 2 my brethren,no,but it matters a whole lot 2 me.So,I'm done chasing something I can't get,wasting what little energy I can muster on such frivolous things as food,smokes,maybe the occassional lottery ticket,nope,sorry,can't help you,& since you have an offer 2 move in with family,you can let them foot the bill 4 your move,your drugs,all these appointments I HAVE 2 attend,whether I have $ 4 gas or not.They don't care,they get a cheque every payday,why worry about this stupid asshole who's had 0 income since March 28th.Yeah,who cares.I sure don't anymore,either.2 much negativity,man.Everything I have tried 2 do or accomplish,even 2 say,cause I can't do 2 much talking either,lest the pain take over 4 good this time.So,I'll crawl off in2 the corner & stay out of every1's way 'til it's time 2 leave.Now I'm not sure of that anymore,either,since I've had no answer from them in a couple days,knowing the current trend & my penchant 4 bad luck,that will fall through,2,no doubt.I'm leavin' this site alone 4 awhile as no1 seems interested in talkin',anyway,can't get any responses anywhere.I see some posts are more than 4 years old,so maybe it's a bunch of ghosts we're talking 2? HAHA spinelessinalberta :(
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Why do you call yourself spinless? You seem to have quite a bit of spine and ambition to me. I know the lonely feeling, but not the homeless one, unless you count the shoe being on the other foot, as I did take in a daughter to keep her from being homeless. It\'s worked out great for all of us. I now have a built in baby sitter...for ME! LOL
Now listen up you old coot, put your hand over your heart. Feel that? That thump...thump...thump? That\'s called purpose. You are Alive, and in this situaton for a reason. Strive to find out what it is. And NEVER give up!. The Lord didn\'t create you to just have you give up. You are an integral part of His plan. And His plan is perfect. Even if we don\'t understand it.
Good luck to you, and I\'ll be praying for you.
~theGuardian
You were SO right,Guardian!You happened 4 a reason,2!I am now in the strongest phase of my Faith as I continue 2 learn & grow every day!He is molding me in2 the man I always could have been,a man 4 the people,the weak,the down-trodden,the meek & the hopeless,the sick.A line in a book I have says,\"From a boy 2 a man,the carpenter healed the sick,gave strength 2 the weak,hope 2 the hopeless,healed the sick & put a song in our hearts.\"spinelessinalbertaJustKeepSmilin\':)JesusSaves!P2
The spineless thing is merely a gimmicky name 2 use on YouTube when I get the video done & put up on their scroll,Coming soon 2 an I Pad or I phone near you!I am going 2 both spoof & chronicle this disease & my extremely rare case of it.They STILL cannot find a case similar!