one day at a time

Since I had a stroke on April 4th I haven't drank.  I am scared to death. I am still on leave of absence from work, so I have been going to alot of meetings.  I have tried this before but this time I feel like I have to do it. No matter how frustrated I get because I have a hard time letting myself get to know people at the meetings, I have decided to keep going.  I am learning alot and I don't know what else to do towards recovery.  When I think about the fact that I can never drink again, it scares me.  I have to take it one day at a time.