22.11.2011

Im finding it hard to find a reason to get up in the morning. Secrets and lies make life complicated, surely death is the easiest option. Its hard to trust a family who have let me down and its hard to talk to people who dont understand. Ive made mistakes i wish i didnt have to live with and my family cause some of them. i dont know what to do anymore, fake smiles arent working. I need help...