I've told 3 of my friends now about my cutting...  the first, one I'm not that close to and hardly ever see..  to be safe...  and he just changed the subject.  The second, a friend I'm a little closer to who moved to a different state...  and he said he'd help.. but as soon as I needed someone and went to him it was like he didn't care at all.  The third was my best BEST friend in the world and I think he's trying..  but I went to him and said I just needed someone to talk to and he said he didn't know what to say.  So basically, I still don't have anyone to really go to, and it's starting to really get to me.  ALL I want is for one of the people I consider my friends to actually care for once and help me.  I just want someone to tell me they care and that they'll be there and everything will be ok.  It'd be nice if someone checked on me every once in a while..  just to see if I'm ok...  because lately, I'm not.  UGH.  I don't know...  I feel more and more alone every day.   :'-(