Day 2

Yesterday I was a busy little bee... I washed my car and cleaned the closet by the bathroom. I tried texting Vanessa yesterday to see what time would be a good time to call to talk to Nathan (no response back) and then about 840, I tried calling to talk to him and got the answering machine. Im really getting tired of not talking to my son. I had some terrible thoughts yesterday about Nathan's dad, but I would never want Nathan to be hurt in any way. I told my mom about my thoughts and she asked if I thought Vanessa would give me issues if Nathan's dad did die. I told her Vanessa had no say so in what happens b/c she isnt his biological mom; I AM!!!! Lord knows I dont want anything to happen to Nathan's dad, but it would make my life soooo much easier! Ok.... thats enough about that stuff.... Ive already completed  challenges this morning for Weight Watchers.... Ive written a motivational quote and Ive planned all of my meals out and exercise for the day. Yeah, today instead of going to church like I want to, my hubby wants to go fishing on the Altamaha River. I really dont want to, but brennan does and it gets Brad out of the house.... I guess I can sacrifice a few hours for them. I would rather have went to the Jacksonville zoo though! Anyways.... Until Tomorrow!!!!