hi Journal,  Again, I have been slow in writting, but been busy,so I do have an excuse..My legs are now getting better, but now have an earache and my TMJ is actingup.. Just once, I would like to wake up and say I am fine today!!! Seems like all of a sudden everything is falling apart healthwise for me,but this too shall pass..   Our weather is still very hot, and hate going out whenit is so hot. Has not been under 100 degrees in ages...It has got to cool off soon!! I just want to stay inside when it is so hot...  Ihave met afew more people on here, and I write to them often and they also write. This is very nice, as they really do not know who I am and I am free to say what I want without any arguing or anything. When I write my niece,regular e-mail, I get so frustrated with her, and tend to blow off steam when I write her. She is the daughter of my sister with the alzheimers.. She is a taker and has told me what she wants when her mother  goes into a home... I have told her, my sis will NOT go to a home unless it gets down to the nitty gritty......she continies to tell me to have her mom put into a home!!!!! What does she care, she isnt here to help me take care of her mom....and if she was, she would have her mother broke in a weeks time...She even has asked that I lend her some of her mothers money!! Can you believe this!!!!!!! I am the legal gaurdian of my sister and I will not let any snot nose rotten kid take advantage of her... Gee, am blowing some steam now...did not plan on it,but heard from her today and it really pisses me off... Ok will change topic...Hope to hear from my friend who lost her husband last week, She should be back in town by niw, but will not call her..I will let her call me, when she is ready. We plan on getting together soon, so hopefully she will call me soon.Guess this is all from this side of the world tonight.....