I finally made my doctors appointment, it's on the 28th.  I sure hope I will be able to go - I have made other appointments and not kept them because of my panic :(   I have been sick so I haven't been able to do much work  - the weather has been wet for the last few days so I  am pretty much stuck in the house - that is frustrating - just when I begin to make progress .  I am hoping to get out this weekend with my husband!  I got a bunch of books from the library and I am not able to concentrate on any of them :(  I think I go overboard and try to many tasks at once I wonder if its part of panic disorder????