I have a couple of rough days with kids being sick, I am down to one staying home from school!  Well, I haven't worked on my goal for a couple days but hopefully today I will try to get out of the house!  I woke up feeling very anxious - I hate that feeling - but I have to keep telling myself that that is all it is "feelings"!  I ordered a bunch of self help books from the library and I hope that I will be able to sit and read - most of the time I don't seem to have the patience to read - I have heard so much of Claire Weekes books that I am excited to try to read them!  I am so glad that I posted "Looking for friends" because the response has been great - it sure feels so good to know that others care and are willing to be there for me!  It seems to help me in my recovery knowing that I am not alone!!!!  I joint the site quite a while back but was scared to open up - but now that I am coming out my shell it really helps - I am hoping to one day be able to inspire others as I am being inspired now!!!!