I had a great day yesterday!  My two youngest children went to a party so my husband and I went out to lunch and I actually made it into Lowes nursery where I bought some tulips!  I am so happy that I am getting out of the house.  Today is another story I am stuck in the house with a sick child, I feel so hopeless to see my children sick - there is not much I can do accept baby her : ) !  I have an appointment tomorrow to get my son's psycholigical test results - I am so scared to go but I don't have much of a choice - maybe if I take a xanax before I leave I will be able to sit through the appointment - I haven't been to any of my kids appointments in a very long time - my husband takes them for me but this appointment is critical that I be there.