The past couple of days have been better, except I think I am now in the anger stage of greiving. I've been dealing with the state on my son's insurance thru them and I complelety went off on one of the customer service agents. This is so unlike me. I used to work in customer service and I know how people can get and so I always, no matter how frustrated I am, to keep my composure. This time I lost it. After getting hung up on (which totally was my fault and I don't blame her at all) I threw my phone (into the couch), then went the glasses (also into the couch), then I kicked the closet door and slammed the back door so hard that it didn't close. I felt a little bit better after throwing my fit, but now I feel bad because I took my anger out on that poor girl. Well I have to let that go and continue on with my life. I'm sure I'm not the only one who has done that to her and I know I'm not the last.

I am starting to feel a little bit better mentally, I know time will help and of course my wonderful son and hubby.