Wednesday
Saw my pdoc today. Told him about me flat feeling all the time and he was going to reduce my abilify a little bit, but then decided since I'm BP he better not. I don't want to get manic and he said I might if he reduced it. He's never seen me manic because when I came out here I was in a depression and he increased my abilify and I've been manic free since then. A lot of it was getting out of my horrible marriage and being on the right meds.
I'm not taking my final. My grade isn't high enough and I won't pass it. I have homework to do and it took me 3 hours to do 15 problems last night. I have 75 exercises left and I've run out of time. My first failure. My own fault. I put off doing the homework because I got anxious I started to get online to do it. I froze up. I learned my lesson. I have to work through the fear. No matter what.
Stopped and put air in my tires. One was really low and I think it was the one they found a nail in a while back and repaired. I wonder if I have a slow leak in it. I will check it next week and if it has gone down again I will take it in to get fixed. That's the first time I've put air in my tires forever. I usually just have them put it in them when I get my oil changed.
I'm not taking my final. My grade isn't high enough and I won't pass it. I have homework to do and it took me 3 hours to do 15 problems last night. I have 75 exercises left and I've run out of time. My first failure. My own fault. I put off doing the homework because I got anxious I started to get online to do it. I froze up. I learned my lesson. I have to work through the fear. No matter what.
Stopped and put air in my tires. One was really low and I think it was the one they found a nail in a while back and repaired. I wonder if I have a slow leak in it. I will check it next week and if it has gone down again I will take it in to get fixed. That's the first time I've put air in my tires forever. I usually just have them put it in them when I get my oil changed.
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Will retaking Algebra prolong school?
If you\'re thinking slow leak in the tire, maybe use a can of fix-a-flat for temp use and get a new tire soon?
Probably a good idea not to change up meds before your vacation if you\'re anywhere near ok right now. Mess with the meds, go manic or get way more depressed, possibly mess up your moods big time for your trip, you know?
Maybe explore that after the trip?
(((Hugs)))
Is there any way you might just be able to take the algebra class alone, ( like summer school?) It might help if you only have one class instead of two or three. It may prolong your time til graduating, but it may be worth it. You can concentrate better and get help if you need it. But like you said, don\'t put things off. Not to brag, but algebra wasn\'t all that hard for me.