It helps to journal my thoughts and activities even if no one reads it.  My friends seem to have dropped off the DS map, guess they are taking a break from it or have developed other interests in their life.  That's ok.  I have been on this sight for a  long time and it has been good for me and I think I've been able to share my experience and strengths and hopes with others.  I've had bp for a long time and have learned a lot about this illness which has helped me greatly.  I've dropped my biology class so I'm not in school this quarter but will begin again after Christmas.  Now I want to find something to do until then with my time.  I've considered a pt job for Christmas time, maybe at Target up the street.  I would like to get on iwth them because they are so close to home.  It wouldn't be a bad commute which I hate to drive a long way to work.  Esp in the winter.  Of course , they do get the roads cleaned off very good here in MN which is much different than in CO Springs.  Guess that's all my news and thoughts for now.