Hey Everyone...This is just a journal to say thank you to everyone for your hugs, messages and journal comments and to let you know i'm back now. I would like to posted some pictures of my visit to my cousins and to my nephews but i'm still extremely cautious of sick twisted people find the pictures so i dont think i will but i might posted them for afew days an then delete.I've missed you all but mostly my family. I'm updating my profile aswell either today or tomorrow. Hope all is well with everyone but yea i doubt that.Here for ya!Take Care Everyone,Luvya Allxoxox P.S: I've also been told i've got a physcologist appointment on Monday. Which when i was told i went into panic overload but i'm trying to keep myself calm. Not completely working. But yea to begin with i was told i wouldnt be seen till April so i wasnt panicking but now i got told they think its a urgent case and i got an appointment on Monday at 9am. So yea i think to be honest i'm just gonna freeze. And either shake like mad or go into a full blown panic attack but gonna try to prevent that from happening but just writing it now i'm panicking and shaking like mad so i'm gonna stop beforte it blows out.
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I\'m really pleased to hear that you are going to be seeing someone. I know it\'s really scary the first time you go...but (most) therapist are really nice. They try to make you as comfortable as they can...and they won\'t force to do anything you aren\'t comfortable with. I\'m so proud of you. From experience...the first time isn\'t as bad as you think. I\'ll keep you in my prayers. I hope all turns out well. Take care. Tonya
Becca I didn\'t mean anything by my comment to your pic, just that you needed to smile. Nothing more. DonT
It is a good thing that you are going to get to see someone sooner rather tahn later, i have been waiting over 5 months now and still no appointment through lol! It will be hard the first visit, but you will get so much out of it in the end hunni, think of it as a new start, the first day of the rest of your life, here for you as always, love ya loads xxx