Hey EVERYONE,Its 6:30am here. I'm here to tell you i'm FINE and shamefully i survived again. I'm not happy about that.I have to go to school today even though i'm ill. No-one apart from you guys on DS know why.I'm sorry for hurting all those i did and for those who sent me messages encouraging me well we havent won. I want to thank you all for your hugs and messages i really do appreciate it. I want to say a special thank you to Mummy, Claire, Jules, Jason and Shelle.I care about you all so much. I love you all so much. I'm still in that frame of mind to be honest and i dont know what will happen this week.I will write here when i get home from school...I've got to leave now. I'm dreading it i could barely get up let alone having to travel to school but my mum will only moan and start shouting at me if i tell her i'm not well she'll go theres nothing wrong with you. Might come home early if i feel any worse. I had some pretty bad shaking fits last night one was really bad.Well i really got to go.Take Care Everyone*HUGE hugs*BeckaxoxoxP.S: I've lost weight currently at 146 Lbs was at 149.6 Lbs
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I\'m so glad to hear you made it through one more day. That\'s exactly what you have to do, one step at a time, don\'t take the world on all at once. ps I\'m very happy for you that you lost weight, odviousely it made you happy, good for you, although to behonest you are a beautiful young teenage girl and by your pictures i can\'t see why you would need to lose any weight at all. :-) HUGS
Glad you are still with us, Lots of love xxx
I want you to know that we are all here and will try to help you through this. Just look at all the people that care about you. Things will get better hon, just one day at a time. I love you baby girl and holding you tight. mummy xx
I am so thankful you are still here. Mummy is right, things will get better one day at a time. You have a wonderful family that loves you dearly. Always and forever, Aunty xo
So glad you\'re OK, I hope things will get better for you and I\'m sure your family love you, as we do here on DS. Take good care or yourself.
I\'m so glad to hear that you are still here with us. i am always here with you. There are so many people that care about you and you can tell be all of the responses. Mom is right that things wll get better and you just have to take one day at a time. I love you so much. Holding you tight. Big bear hugs. xxx
thank heavens your ok hun xXx
Hey, Becka - I see I\'m on your friends list. Thanks. Hope you\'re feling better. Take care of yourself and keep in touch. Be glad to hear from you anytime about anything. Just want to add that things really aren\'t ever as bad as they seem. Hope to talk to you soon, Pete
Hey girl! Congrats on the weight loss! It can be very encouraging to see progress in an area of concern! You are beautiful!
Lots of hugs today!
Becka, you\'re a sweet, kind & considerate young lady. I\'m glad you\'re still here.
Love from Mona
glad youre okay:)
i am so glad to hear your still here. it is a relief to hear your alive hun!
hi sweety i dont know you but i wanted to say i care very much.