I want to say thank you to everyone whou sent me a message or hug today and i'm sorry if i havent gotten back to but i have read everything everyone has sent me.Now although i appreciate everything you've all done for me and all you continue to do please STOP! i dont want any FUSS! I just want my last days to be as normal as possible. I'm sorry for everything and for all the pain have caused you and continue to do so. Take Care of Yourselves,xoxoxP:S. Big special thanks to all my family. I'm sorry.
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plz dnt do anything honey...im worried...plz sis we cnt lose u...plz tlk 2 us we can help u plz!!...love u lots xxxx
yes please don\'t do anything swettie. i am really worreid. sis we can\'t lose you. please talk 2 us. love you lots
:( please do not kill yourself *hugs*
You are too young to realize that life can get much better if you hang on until you are old enough to get out on your own and make it what YOU want. You are hurting your friends by talking like this. Man18 is beside himself. I know that isn\'t what you want. Please reconsider!!
Sweetheart, you can make it. Please just hold on.
You have every right to change your mind. Please, you\'re too young , you have so much to live for even if you can\'t see that right now. Man 18 sent word concerning you because he\'s terrified for you.Please be strong and call for help. Please!!!
Things will get better.My daughter gothicskatergirl is on DS she has been scuicidal with severe depression she had to go to a mental hosp .She is 14 people call her names at school. I dont care what people say but names do hurt. life will get better and it is better than what you think.
please talk to me, you wont regret it, i promice xXx
My dear friend, you are in my prayers and thoughts and I need you as my new friend .... please don\'t hurt yourself...I need time to get to know you...and I really, really need a friend right now....my husband committed suicide 4 years ago and I am so devistated over it....he was in alot of emotional pain and I feel so bad I couldn\'t stop him...please, please don\'t do anything to yourself....I really need you as a friend right now....you are too important to all of us here on DS....PLEASE!!!!!!!!!! Linda
i don\'t know you that well,and a freind has asked for help for you ...please do not kill youself this is a bad time for you and you are in pain i have been there and had those feelings,but they pass and things do get better i am here to tell you they do and i agree with iddavis and everyone else here you are needed by many and would leave us all in such pain if you do this I know you are strong and get through this...talk with someone go to a hospital anything that will help you get through this terrible moment...my prayers are with you You matter Your are loved Your are wanted Your are needed even if you don\'t feel like it right now......
I don\'t know you but a friend of mine here on DS has asked me to send you a message. I above all understand how much pain you are in. I\'m sorry this has happened. I wish I could say something that would change your mind and you wouldn\'t kill yourself. So I\'m going to tell you about what happened to me a couple of weeks ago. You see I over dosed after someone triggered one of my issues and I have so many...I left a note and my brother and his wife found me in time. And they had my stomache pumped and believe me, I was so angry when I first woke up. Cause my aim was to die this time. I\'m 48 years old and my whole life has been filled with unbelieveable pain, pain I sometimes couldn\'t indure. If you read my profile you will find out why. I made a very long story of my life into something short and to the point.
You are so young and you have so much to live for even if you don\'t think so right now. If you don\'t want to hang on for yourself then hang on for the people who love you and who you love...they will suffer when you\'re gone, believe me, suicide is not as neat as you think...it\'s a messy event for all the loved ones left behind.
From this journal entry I can tell there are people you care about...well, stay for them and talk to a therapist, another health care type worker, get anti-depressants from your doctor. Because this is the depression talking. From what I understand there are a lot of people who care for you on DS too. Are you willing to leave everyone who cares about you? Are you willing to let them be in pain because of your death....please consider these things before you make your final decision because you at least owe them that much.
My heart goes out to you and I hope that you decide to stay with us in this life.
Diane
Please don\'t do it. You are so young, and have so much life ahead of you. Talk to us on here, call or go the the hospital. I know that when you are that low it is hard to see that things will get better. Just hang in there. I pray that you deciede to stay with us, and show the world what you have to offer. In my thoughts and prayer\'s. ((HUGS))
I don\'t know you but I feel for you. I have been through a lot as a teenager and what you have to remember is nothing is worth ending your own life. We all care for you here. It would hurt us all more if you weren\'t here. God made you who you are and he made you special. There is a reason you are alive. Love ya and take care.
MY SWEETEST BECKA, SEE, HOW MANY PEOPLE CARE ABOUT U HERE, I was in the same spot u were, and i tried to overdose, well i didn,t do that right either, i lived through an overdose twice, my point being u are young like they say, and there is so much more for u to do ands see in ur life, u feel trapped and u think this is the only way, out,wrong, u know me by now, i say how i feel,
AND TO TELL U THE TRUTH, I CAN,T LIVE WITHOUT U, EITHER SWEETIE, I KNOW U WELL ENOUGH TO TAKE U UNDER MY WING, AND TRY MY BEST TO HELP U AND SUPPORT U AND PROTECT U, BUT, I CAN ONLY DO THAT IF U GIVE ME AND EVERYONE ON HERE A CHANCE, HE,S TNOT THE ONLY ONE DESVSTATED, THERE ISN,T A DAY OR NIGHT, I DON,T THINK ABOUT U, ME AND UR FAMILY, STEPH, KRISTY MARINA, AND JOHNATHON LOVE U 2 PIECES, PLEASE DON,T BREAK OUR HEARTS, U say u hope marina get,s help, well u need it to, please don,t break, my granddaughters heart, because she has found a new firned, and a good one she can finally talk to, we wuv, ya, UR MUM, WILDTHING!
PLEASE DONT GO DARLIN I CANT LOSE YOU...
PLEASE BECKA YOU MEAN A LOT TO ME AND THE REST OF OUR FAMILY AND YOUR FREINDS...
YOU ARE LOVED SO MUCH...
IT WOULD DEVERSTATE US ALL IF WE LOST YOU...
TALK TO US DARLIN....
LEAN ON US...
LOVE YOU LOADS...
PRAYING FOR YOU SO MUCH...
HUGE HUGS...
PLEASE THINK ABOUT HOW MUCH WE CARE ABOUT YOU
LOVE YOU LOADS
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