I wrote this Poem two days ago and i want to share it. I dont really know why. Eternal Rest! The Thoughts that crowd my headI so deeply dread,I sit here night after nightstill continuing to fight.I cant take it anymoreone slit, the blood begins to pour,with each drop that spillshow whole i begin to feel.I drop my bladethe light begins to fademy eyes are closing,I lay down my head& take one last breath.FINALLY I'M DEAD!FOREVER I LIE IN ENTERNAL REST!
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You have talent, and there are things for you to still get accomplished, you have love to share with others, to be an inspiration and a comfort, God\'s Love!
I love you and God be with you! Always, Robin xo
Goodbye, my world will never be the same....
Although sad....it is a great poem sweetie.....Love to you today my friend.....
ETERNAL REST, TO U MY DAUGHTER, NO NE CAN SEEM TO GET THROUGH TO U, AND I HAVE TRIED TO MAKE U SEE, U DON,T NEED TO DIE, TO CHANGE UR LIFE, U HAVE SO MUCH OF LIFE AHEAD OF U, AND I HOPE AND I PRAY, THAT U WILL CHANGE UR MIND, WHAT WOULD U DO IF IT WAS ME, WRITING THIS TO U EVERY DAY, HOW WOULD U REALLY FEEL? NOW BE HONEST, MY SWEET DAUGHTER, CAUSE WE LOVE U SO MUCH, UR MUM, SISTERS AND UR COUSIN, JOHTNATHON!
hey becka i dont want u to die where would i be with out u here in my life i lov u girl and u mean the world to me.. ur like my lil sister and that would hurt really bad i know its hard to get through life but u have friends and family think about how much pain they would be in if u werent there in our lifes ur the joy in everyone eyes and i care about u and i know u care about me as friends well lov ya loads and i\'ll text u tomorrow
In the time it takes you to read this, a few others in the world have already taken their lives. You\'re still alive, so you still have time to choose differently. Because suicide is very much a choice you have to make. It is not a choice that can be made for you. I am not here to talk you out of it. I am here to help you make a decision that you can live or die with in peace. It\'s going to take about 5 minutes of your life, a life that you can\'t see much point in continuing. But since you found your way here, another 5 minutes probably isn\'t going to hurt anything.
In my few years online, I have met dozens if not tons of people who find themselves thinking the exact same thoughts you\'re thinking -- I can\'t go on any longer. I just feel too overwhelmed by it all. Nobody loves me, and those who do are just saying it; they\'re probably lying. I\'ve gone on feeling so bad for so long, I just don\'t feel like I can take it any more. I give up.
If you recognize yourself in some of those words, that\'s good. That means that despite all of the bad feelings you\'re feeling, you can identify some of those feelings that have been felt by others. Trust me, that won\'t make anything I have to say easier. But it does give us a small reason to hope.
You are still alive. You are still reading. You are still you. One more light in a world of darkness. There is hope.
that\'s a beautiful, sad poem.
i\'m sorry you\'re in so much pain.
xx
Please remember what we have talked about, if you go who will be ther to save those people in the future? the world needs people like you Becka, those who want to give for the good of others. If you give up then who\'s job will it be to love them? You have thought about the future and what you could do with your life, ending it now is such a huge waste.
Remember that iam not fighting with you, i am fighting for you. Please make me proud like i did for you, don\'t give up you are needed here. Your friend always xxx
it doesn\'t need to be that way. you have options. there are people that love and respect you and people that can help if you will let them. you cant leave her thinking that she was the cause of your leaving this world. she couldn\'t live with that. bless your sweet spirit and may a miracle happen to you this very hour.
with love and affection.
denis
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HUGE HUGS
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plz dnt let that happen sis...love u xxxx
honey you are so young please know that we all wish you well and want you hear.
Becka, Please hang in there. I don\'t say those words lightly because I have been there and know I will be there again. Hugs to you. Tell me about your parents/family background some time. You are loved.
Your poem is beautiful, I will have to share one I wrote very similar, and I think you would understand. I always say people who have never been there dont understand. but sweetie, PLEASE hang in there, and find God here on earth to live in your heart and slowly you will find you can replace some of the sadness with Crist and the Holy Sprit
Love you, sorry you hurt so much
Great way to express yourself..It was sad but it may have helped you vent..Writing is very theroptic..I pray you make the right choice ..It is a hard fight but with love and support it can be easier..