LOVELESSNo one can love me i won't let them coz i don't love me. I hate me, i hate me lost within me eternally coz im ugly How can anyone love me when im the way i am damaged,deranged and mentally undone How can i ever live this down how can i ever be happy when im too far deep within this feeling I don't want self pity or for you to care coz its my own doing I am loveless I am loveless Pain within me seeking my soul to be crushed I need a soul A soul so bright to guide me through my darkest nights bring to me a deeper meaning than existance betrayed by me a reaper of myself I hate me everything about me opressed and dying slowly in a cold,bitter world
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Someone can love you and does. More than one person does. For you are a beautiful child of God. You are sunshine, you are rain, you are happiness, you are pain, you are young, you are wild, you are anything you choose to be. Your mind can do great things or your mind can do terrible things. I was once in darkness and lost in my life. I chose to live. I chose to surrender my pain and suffering. I chose to learn to love myself. I chose to live. I no longer wanted to live in darkness and evil. The enemy can no longer possess my soul for I have chosen to live. Evil has been driven out and life is worth living. Chose to look unto the heavens for the answer to all your wishes and prayers are there. God is there reaching out to you. Take his hand and chose to live. I love you Becka. I care. Robin
Well said Robin!!! You are Loved by many Becka!!! This is a great place to be when you are feeling down and need a friend. We are here for you. Many HUGS\'n\'LOVES
AW, BECKA, i wanted to say ur so loved, and i hope whenever u feel hopeless and BLUE, REMEMBER HOW MUCH WE LOVE U,AND DISregard all those nasty and evil remarks people give you they have no business on here anyway, I LOVE YOU AND CARE DEEPLY FOR U AND UR FEELINGS, WHEN SOMEONE ACTS THAT WAY, REMEMBER THEIR MISERABLE AND WANT TO STEAL UR JOY, DON,T LET THEM, FOREVER UR FRIEND, WILDTHING!
I like your poem, very good, looking forward to reading more..
it is a cold and bitter world some of the time for sure. but becka, it\'s also a warm and beautiful world of dogs and cats playing and babies growing up, and people getting married and miracles happening every day. if you are the one that does this to yourself as you say; then you are the one that can change it dear heart. i know that its so hard to do it with what you have been through and i\'m sorry for that. i need your friendship and your love. i love to have you in my life, and i\'m so sorry you feel this pain. i pray one day that it lifts and never returns.
all my love and kindness beck.
dennis
A big THANKS to everyone who has commented i really appreciate it...I love reading what you\'ve got to say and even though i dont always reply to each of you i want you all to know i do read your comments...Take Care of Yourselves...With Luv ur Friend Becka xoxox
I love you!