Hey EVERYONE,I just wanted to thank you all for everything you have done for me and i really do appreciate it...i wish you all the best in life and hope that it starts treating you better...your all such deserving people....noe of you deserve the horrible/terrible things that have happened to you and please i promise you that it was never your fault.I cant thank you all enough for being there for me and helping me through things...just sending me a hug or a message to let me know you actually care and it wasnt just you lying to me...i will cherish all the people i have meet here on DS foreva...i will miss you all but dont be unhappy by my departure...be happy because now i'm finally happy at last and i'm in a place of peace and rest...where no long the thoughts crowd my head a place i'm am finally free and a pleace that i can never hurt nor be hurt.Take Care EVERYONE,LUV U ALL...becka xoxox
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becka: i simply cant keep going like this. i cant keep giving my love and attention to someone that does not feel what i feel or see what i see in you. you are loved and respected by so many. i have loved you from so long ago. we have been through so much together. the gifts we have exchanged are a treasure to me. i shall never forget you no matter what the outcome. i adore you and your heart. i\'m sick inside, that i could not help make you feel more loved and cared for, and all the things that you could do for this world. i sit here with tears flowing down my face, all over the keys, and cant stop crying for you. i dont belong on this site anymore....there is more pain than i can bear. i have helped all i could, and dont seem to be able to even make a dent in the suffering of so many people. becka, i am truly blessed to know you. if you should be still around and would like to talk to your dearest friend, and a person that believes in you always....then i will be here for you. even your note shows no anger or unkindness, to a single soul in this world. what a beautiful person you are, and a gift to this world. i wish everyone in this world could be more like you.
never forget our song. this is the most valuable thing i own becka. all my love, and all my caring.
i need you in my life my sweet becka.
i miss you already.....my heart is broken.
dennis
PLEASE VIEW THIS VIDEO OF HER....she is so kind and beautiful.
http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=e5DubxbWcxo
I\'m crying. I care. That\'s all I am going to say.
Izzy
Just cuz I don\'t know what else TO say.
my dear becka i have been thinking about you and want to comfort you in your good times and bad time because i love you so much from the bottom of my heart. at DS we are like a big family and we will all love you forever no matter what. take care of yourself my sweetheart and will talk again soon.
love,
jeena
I do care, hun, I pray to God your okay, please dont hurt yourself....I am crying for you...
Becka, please don\'t go. We are like a big family here and we are here for you. I am typing this through the tears. Death is NOT the answer. Did you know that when you kill yourself your soul just floats around. It never goes to heaven, so the peace you so long for you will never find. You need to stay here with us and let us build you faith to get you through. Please don\'t hurt your friends!!! We love you....God bless, Robin