Hey Everyone,
I'm in tears right now 
...my friend keeps swalloing pills and i cant stop her she wont listen to me and she really believes that she wants to die...I dont want to lose her...I love her so so much and care about her so much...My heart feels like its break piece by piece and theres no glue in sight to glue it back together...I only wish she could see just how much i care and love her and just how much she means to me but she cant and se refuses to even look.
I dont know what to do...it hurts so bad...I wanna take her pain away... i cant take this.
Luv you All
Becka xoxox
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you really love her that is easy to see. I know from experince that just to keep telling her you love her and doing things with her. It will fainlly get though. remember that you always have freinds here. I hope she gets better. Love ya
Thank you..i wish i could do things with her but she\'s living in mexico atm and i\'m in england but i do keep telling her i love her and i always will no matter what happens...tahnk you raygirl1...Take care of Yourself...Luv Becka xoxox
becka: you have nothing to do with her thoughts my dear friend. her thoughts are lying to her and she cant see that anyone loves her or anything is worth while. this is in Gods hands and hers only. The only thing we can do is keep trying and keep praying and know that we cared and did our best in life for her. she is just so lucky to have \"you\" for her friend. she needs help. maybe give her some hot lines to call...but she might not respond. let me think more, and i\'ll write you. but becka...you hurt as we all do...you more in this case , but you becka and i ...are not gods. we dont control these things my love. we just dont.
love you always.
i know how this hurts so much...i pray for your relief and peace.
dennis
Dear Becka: You are not alone. I know exactly how you feel because I am in a very similiar situation with my dear brother. It is heartbreaking to watch someone you love slowly kill themselves. I know how helpless you feel. All you can really do is keep on letting her know that you love her and care and pray. It is in Gods hands. I too will pray for her. The power of prayer is an amazing thing! Stay strong and have faith. You are an awesome friend and a beautiful girl. May God bless you for your love and compassion. Big hugs, Robin
Aww huni...*hugs* thank you...I hope your brother pulls through this...Take care of yourself...Luv becka xoxox