Hey Everyone, I just wanted to say i'm fine and i'm still here and thank you for your messages you know who you are who sent them...I still dont feel up for long talks and reading loads of peoples journals but hopefully soon i will be...I failed once again but i should be used to that by now...I dont really know what else to say except i hope everyone is doing good or better than me anyways and take care of yourself.With LuvBecka xoxox
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You and I have much in common, I would like to chat with you when you do feel better. Take care of you girl, your in my thoughts and prayers.
Hey Becka, I can understand, and I believe I can relate to your situation. I find it difficult to concentrate a lot of the times and as a result cannot write long messages, journal entries, meaningful support messages that make sense, read other people\'s journal entries, etc...I even have trouble expressing myself to my counselor. At times, I feel they think I am lying about my situation & am just looking for attention! Please stay strong!
my dear sweet becka: it is so hard for you to realize that what you do; affects others more than you know. we are all connected in this life. if i were there...i would pick you up and carry you on the path of life, and when i tire...you would carry me. that is how life works. i pray that you feel better right now, and that you are on the road to recovery this very moment. you cant stop me from loving you.... ever.
be my friend....please
dennis
I\'m ok too, but i have been right where you have been. I tried it and failed. I felt terrible, but then i meant a woman that changed my life. Sometimes i think, and start to shake as i think how close i came to never having her, or my child if i had been successful. Your life will be a beautiful thing some time. May all love go to you and be safe.
thinking of you and i hope you are feeling better and cheerful again I know its hard.
Your in my prayers!
xo
I am glad that you are ok. Our friend (Warmheart) sent me a message letting me know that you needed love and support. It seems you have so many folks here that care about you. Even tho we are comp friends mostly, a friend is a friend.. Regardless of distance or anything else. I knwo you are struggling. I went through that all to when I was 16. The thing to remember and to never forget is that the dawn always comes. When the sun rises, you have a choice to make. You can see the day for the colors and joys it can bring you... OR you can choose to see only the darkness and shadows. This a choice to make daily. I do not know your situation, or what troubles your sad heart, but I know this thing to remember applies to all. If you ever want to talk, or vent, or just need to know someone cares, look to me... And everyone else here. When in the mindstate where you feel you have no choice but to die, do not refuse the help. I just helped my husband through his suicidal issues, hard road, but he still lives. Never hide from those who care. Best of luck and lots of love for you in your times of darkness and your times of joy as well.
Aww thank you so much people...i\'m sorry that i havent replied personally to you all btu i really cant do that right now i just feel so exausted its unbelievable and i\'ve still got so much to do before the day is out or should i say night seeing its 18:51 here well anyways back to the point...thank you all so much for your support and kind words i really do appreciate every last one and you all mean so much to me my love goes out to you all...Take Care...Luv becka xoxox
becka: you say the absolute most beautiful things at times. i wish you felt good all the time, and you felt loved all the time. i will write you in a message of something private, but your so needed to help lift others and help them.. you understand this stuff so well. i wish i could take this feeling away from you. so many people will try to help. we need to all stick together. we need each other. if you need anything bec...simply let me know, and it\'s done.
all my love and gentlness.
denn
lots of love and hugs to you...Cathrynn X