HEY EVERYONE,WELL FIRSTLY I WANTED TO APOLOGISE TO PEOPLE FOR NOT REPLYING TO UR MESSAGES AND HUGS OR JOURNAL COMMENTS BUT WELL Í´M AWAY ATM AND THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I´VE BEEN ABLE TO GET ON THE COMPUTER PROPERLY....WELL I HOPE EVERYTHINGS GOING GOOD FOR YOU ALL BUT I´M GUESSING IT´S NOT BUT KEEP HOLDING ON ANF KEEP FIGHTING BECAUSE YOU WILL WIN BUT IT MIGHT JUST TAKE AWHILE.WELL IF ANYONE EVEN WANTS TO KNOW HOW I´M AM HERE IT GOES: I´M FEELING LIKE TOTAL SHIT AND HONESTLY I DONT WANT TO BE HERE ANYMORE AND THE HONEST TRUTH IS THAT SO MANY PEOPLE WOULD BE BETTER OFF IF I WAS JUST DEAD...THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A HOLIDAY AND IT´S JUST TURNED INTO A DISASTER AND WELL EVERY NIGHT I´M CARRYING MY DAD HOME FROM THE PUB AND HAVING HIM ARGUE WITH ME EVERYDAY AND JUST HAVE A GO AT ME BUT I´M USED TO IT SO DONT WORRY BOUT ME...IT´S MY JOB AND I SHOULD JUST GET ON WITH IT AND STOP MOANING...WELL I GOTTA GO.TAKE CARE EVERYONE...LUVYA ALLBECKA XOXOX
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i love you more!!! it\'s not your job my friend. it\'s simply what you do, out of the kindness of your beautiful heart is all. your dad should be so greatful for a daughter like you. this world would die some, if you left it. we need....i need people like you around to inspire me and be my friend in this life. we need to stick together and get through this whole life together.
all my love to you, and your the best.
with love and kindness.
dennis
You dad shouldn\'t treat you like that...it\'s not your job to lug him out of the pub and take care of him. It\'s his job, being your father, to care for you and make sure you\'re loved and provided for.
You don\'t realize just how many people would be truly devestated if something happened to you! Just keep your head up and realize you matter. You\'re an amazing person and deserve nothing but the best in life!! I hope things start looking up for you really soon.
Love, Tinasha