I'm feeling extremely suicidal...i've been feeling low for the past few days now and last night i hit rock bottom really hard...I cant take it anymore...being here living like this...fighting a never ending battle...I just want it to stop if only for a second or two...I want the voices to stop, the pounding on the walls of my head, the rushing thoughts that fill my mind, the ones of only death and suicide.I didnt ask to be born and i'd give anything to not have...I do anything to escape this place ESCAPE MYSELF...the one person i keep running from and yet cant hide from...The one person who cause nothing but pain and distruction wherever she goes.I just want to disappear so desperately.Take Care EveryoneWith LuvBecka xoxox
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becka: my heart breaks for you. your such a smart, beautiful girl that should have everything in life be waiting for you. instead..your in pain and despair. i swear to you..this will get better. there are many treatments for this depression. so many meds and therapy that has helped millions of people before you. this has happened to so many people. dont give up. i want to take the pain away and yet i cant do much for you. i can only say...i pray for your health and happiness every day. i like you for a friend. i love the sweet spirit and the beauty of your face. you dont bring pain or misery to me...you bring a sense of joy and happiness when we talk and play music.
you are loved bec...
dennis
My GOD! The wanting to get away from yourself! I couldn\'t explain it better!