I want to say thanks to Warmheart and Bettybelle for commenting on my last post and wll you both asked me the same question so i'm going to answer it for you.I dont have anywhere to go not really not like a friend or relative...And i think even if i did have a relative to say with i wouldnt because it wouldnt help me sort things out and well a friend i wish i did have one of those who could help but i'm afraid none of my friends can...I've kinda got a place i can go but if i told you you'd probably tell me not to go so i dont think i'm gonna say...The thing is i need money and atm i have zero of anything.At the moment my plan has come to a hault and personally i think it's gonna stay that way for a long time...I want out so badly but i still cant do that to my mum and family even though they've treated me the way they have but hey i deserved all of that...they dont deserve for me to do this to them.Well i'm gonna go and i want to say thanks again to warmheart and Bettybelle.Take Care EveryoneWith Luv Becka xoxox
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Hi Becca,
I was just wonering if there is a teacher at your school or youth worker that you think you may be able to trust? Perhaps they could offer you some advice or support? What happened to you is not your fault and there are people out there who will want to help and protect you. I wish that i could do more, i have been where you are right now in a similar situation only my family didn\'t know what had happened to me they were all too wrapped up in their own lives, but i did run away, several times. It didn\'t do me any good because i never told anyone what the problem actually was or get any help with it and in the end i just looked like a naughty teenager and then noone was prepared to listen to anything i had to say. I am 26 now and my life has got a lot better over the years, there is light at the end of the tunnel you just have to find it. I\'m thinking of you, if you want to talk then please message me i wont judge you i promise but i will give you as much advice and support as i can, wheather you choose to take it or not is up to you, your old enough to make your own decisions but we can all use a shoulder to cry on and another perspective sometimes xxx
becca: i have no intention of arguing with you. that is not why i\'m here. it seems i dont do anything right for you. even the songs i pick make you up-set.
you do have so many gifts. your beauty alone makes people happy to even look at you. your smile makes me have hope. your ability to have children...there is NO greater gift. nothing is greater than that. you can love others... that is so beautiful. you can change the life of someone just by being there friend, or having them for your loved one. so many ways my sweeet dear friend. i will never argue with you about this... i am just saying how special you are, and how i would love to have you as my friend. you would make a lucky boyfriend feel like the king of the world. you can make a child cry with love for you, his mother. you have so much, and yet you dont see this. i am not mad at you. i was hurt a bit. i am over it. bless you, and you are loved.
honestly, you are.
your friend
dennis