I want to be honest here and i'm going to be but before i say what i'm gonna say i just want to say that this entry is not aimed at anyone and i still care about all you guys & gyals...I hope things do get better for you all and well you deserve it.Well here it goes...when i first got an acount here at dailystrength i didnt use it because well i'm not to sure why but i didnt and then i started to...people started giving me hugs,talking to me,sending me messages and commented on my journal entries and i thank you all for that but i've started to feel like i dont belong here and that no-one here wants to know me or talk to me...I feel alone even when i'm on here and well i dont think i should stay...I might leave my account open but just not come on because that way i'll always have it just incase not that i think it will do any good...But i might delete it that way its all over and done with.Thinking about it i probably will leave it open because i still love helping others and i dont think i should deny anyone that...No matter how i feel and to be honest i dont care how i feel i care about you guys & gyals and thats the important thing to me...that you are happy and doing well. Luvya All Beckaxoxox
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Hey Babe,
My name is Kay, thats not my real name, but my nickname
I live in ATL Georgia, US of A
I am 17 and a Sr. in Highskool
I love Kickboxing ad horseback riding!
Please dont leave this site
let me get to know u
i want to talk to you and i want u to talk to me!
plz
i think your an amazing girl,
plz lemme get to know u a lil better b u leave,
i dont get messages but send me a hug or anything! i wnt to get to know you!
hey i have moments like that, i com on here to feel i guess some normality but 9 times out of 10 no-one really speak to me, but wen they do its great chin up hun, if you ever need chat im always here .m. xxx
I know what you mean by feeling your alone! Went thru the same thing at your age and in fact I still do! You aren\'t alone we are here for you and would love for you to stay on! I\'m always here for you and your not unloved. Far from it okay? Please stay on I\'d like to help ya! Here\'s a big Angel Hug from me and my angel Lisa she\'s cheering for ya too!
i will send you a message off this entry hun. its all going to be okay.
with love.
dennis
your honesty is what this site needs... not this \"have a nice day\" stuff.
i sent you a long note about your entry.
with a gentle spirit.
dennis
Its when you feel so low that you need sites like this. Just to look through to know you are not going insane and other fell the same way you do, from time to time. I would like to get to know you better.
I\'m glad you didn\'t leave Becka, it has been so nice getting to know you. An honor actually!