I'm feeling shit today...last night i found out that one of my firneds had tryed killing herself via OD but was unsuccessful...I really care about her so so much...she doesnt open up to me and let me know whats going on...i really wish she would...I've tryed my best to let her know i'm her for her coz i dont want to force her to tell me anything but it's getting to me that she doesnt...whats so wrong with me?...I got hardly any sleep last night i was up most of the night crying silently in my bed...i share a room with my sister so i had to be quiet...I dont know what to do and it's pulling me apart.I can only imagine what she's going through and i want to help her through but she just wont let me...i used to be like that and can understand but she's tells someone else about whats going on but when he found out she OD'd he stopped talking o her which is wrong in my eyes...i want to be here for her and her to use me.Take Care of yourself PeopleLuv Becka xoxox
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you can try all you want to... i did. but as you get more experience you understand that you can help many, but some you simply cant. leave them for another that may fit better. pray and support...but we are not gods my friend. some are in his hands. when jen went to the hospital for a brain tumor that she will not make it from she says. only a couple of weeks to live, at 15 years old.... i broke down and cried for three days. i could not stop crying for her. in the end, i can do nothing to change this, but love and pray and hope that god will show mercy. i have never meant a stronger human being in my life than jen is. just continue becka to be her friend, and dont give up on her.
with love.
dennis