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Ugh I just feel like crap today.  I just feel like tears are right there ....again...
We had a pretty good Christmas.  Last night kids ended up staying the night with cousins, so H and I had house alone.  Did not go as expected.  Nothing dramatic,,and frankly I am just too hlech to rehash it all, maybe later when I've had caffine.....I just feel like I need to vent,, but dont feel like putting out the effort for even that,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,ugh

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deleted_user
deleted_user

sorry you are having a rough time of it...getting back to reality can be very difficult at times...especially after the holidays...take one day at a time...minute by minute....vent here as much as you can....sending support...it does get better...just know that! (HUGS)
kansasgirl1970
kansasgirl1970

thanks :)
deleted_user
deleted_user

Hey KG - hope today is a better day for you. Been there and seem to be fighting it off myself. H left to go see his brother yesterday morning - doesn\'t come back till Thursday and I\'m leaving for Vegas Wednesday night. Feels weird. Working on taking hte Christas decorations down - which is always depressing for me. House looks so empty. Hang in there girl!
deleted_user
deleted_user

These times of utter exhaustion are normal. I just wanted you to know that. You will find there are times that you JUST CANNOT TALK ABOUT IT ANYMORE and those are fine. Use those for assessing where you are and gathering strength to take the next step down the path.
deleted_user
deleted_user

Yeah, even your brain, and heart need a rest from it! Sometimes ya gotta heed, and pay attention, and give em off for the nite, or several days!