today i am fine i guess, my familiy is really makeing me upset lately and it is getting to me. i love my familiy, it is just..i don't know how much more of them i can take. I can admit i am with the most beautiful woman in the world and i love her with all my heart, she makes me feel as though i never  have to worry about my problems. i want to be happy so bad, i am getting there, it is just i am not happy here. i want to be with my sweet little princess so bad. i want to be able to see her, look into her eyes and say" i love you" to her face, and then hold her for eternity. I care for her so much that it makes me want to cry, and i rarely cry. now i just feel as though i am rambleing on about nonsence. i don't know what to say anymore. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.