I am tired of wondering what is going to happen if people find out that I am Bi. It's not fair to make people keep it hidden just because you don't understand. But with trying to answer God's call it's diffrent. Yes I know some denominations accept me for who I am. Heck even my form pastor dosn't care. But the would has not change much either. There are people that are still disciminated against and I am one. It's hard enough trying to become a pastor when you are a female but to be bi as well it's even worse or at last it feels like it. Do I really have to always be so difrent then everyone else? Why can't something just one thing be normal in my life? Oh I for got there is no such thing as normal.