One Day at a Time

So one day at a time I am marking my calendar each day that I go without contacting BD. Doing great so far. Last time was April 15th. Its just hard to contain the moments when I feel angry and resentful at him for abandoning our family. In those moments I want to send him a nasty text. Hard to resist sometimes!!!
Today my sis-in-law and I will be taking my kids to a science museum which they have been wanting to go check out for a while. Tomorrow I will take them to a cinco de mayo festival on my campus.. Then, a night out with my girfriends.. I hope my kids will always think of me with the happy memories of us doing fun things together. i also hope that if I force myself to go out with my friends more often, I will start to feel much happier and maybe meet a new guy.
I enrolled in Cosmetology school yesterday. Its something I've wanted to do since I was a little girl. I was discouraged from doing it by my asshole stepdad when I was 18. Now I wish I hadnt listened to him. I couldve been done with it a long time ago. But now I'm finally going for it and I'm excited!